I find I fear the written word, that whore of old ideas. I find I fear, indeed my dear, that written word of mine. I find I fear with dire dread the writing of a tale, that thought of fickle failure near that does drive me to despair.
I find I fear that written word that would show me to the crowd, that motley mob of cruel humility there to drag me down. I find I fear, indeed my dear, that written word of mine; thoughts that dance inside my mind rarely make it past my mouth let alone to the page to be read or shout.
I find I fear that fickle fate of trying to be more.
I find I fear my written word and my muse so damned and divine, for if I write, or if I speak, I must claim what’s mine. So I sit with dire dread and put to page this bloody pen and carve this path of mine.
Here I sit in dark despair the future so grim and clear. The failure near, drawing fast as the words of mine appear. Yet still this written word of mine that flows so oft doth no disappear.
It does not fade like some spirit gone against the day, it does not flee this fear of mine that dawning of the light; so with dread so known and fear so clear I put upon this page these words of mine. Words I know so well that drives me to a rage.
Yet still I fear that written word, that whore of old ideas. That bloody spirit that claims clarity and within this thought there is a clear disparity, and obfuscation of the truth.
I fear that written word, this old muse of mine, for nothing is known and little is clear, the old liar of the times. The words that twixt and twine about our souls and clutter the clarity of a mind. Words and intent, one might claim to know both and be so frightfully bold.
I however know little of the harlot except that she calls this bleak mind of mine home.
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